Samsung
is all that my mobile device would provide me. Just as plain, in black and white. No more, no less. All this talk about detoxing and releasing and digital dumping, my smartphone decided to display it’s intelligence and understanding of spirituality and froze. I guess it realized that the relationship between it and I was strictly parasitic. I just took and took and took. I thought of it as nothing more than a pocket pal when I’m not using it to my advantage. So it heeded my advice and I was cut off! How do you like the irony in that? No more GPS, no more constant molestation of the screen to enable navigating the interstates of the information superhighway or surfing the waters and exploring the depths of the Blue La”Google” or assault and battery of the keys produced by texting to almost no end, no more social media, no more email, no more onetube, youtube, redtube, bluetube, nick nack patty wack give a dog a phone that works longer than the 5 months I had it even though I dropped it once and cracked the screen(now we’re getting somewhere right; but it happened 4 moths ago and I’ve handled it with meticulous tender loving care since then), NOTHING! My “galaxy” shut down and the severance of the tie between it and I was nothing short of “Epic” As a result of the previous emotional ramble, I am disconnected from the audible world, and it’s safe to say that from the absurd commitment to the personification of this inanimate object, I must be disconnected from reality as well. My issues stem a little further than Sprint Stop and Repair shop. I need a hard reset of my brain. Help me Jesus.
I break everything. I have the Midas touch of the destruction of technology because everything I touch turns to crud. I was diligently and satisfactorily(if that’s a word) using my other option to communicate with everyone while I make arrangements to lay my phone to rest. The computer. So I’m improving my skills of using home row and typing away when all of a sudden the screen goes white.
The internet is currently not able to display this webpage
WHAT?!
I didn’t join any chat rooms, I didn’t open any spam emails, I didn’t go to any questionable sites. I was just sitting here, minding my own business, trying to start a business or join a business, whatever is more profitable, and the laptop decides it wants to take a digital dump too. Fear began to surge through my body because this computer does not belong to me. I didn’t want to break the news to my bedridden friend that I had broken her source of livelihood to the outside world. Damn would that suck. Can we say awkberg?
I’m one of those people who has 27 different skills and has a million things going on in their head that they can’t focus. I’m an aspiring doctor, bartender, flight attendant, physical therapist, midwife, actress, model, stripper, and real estate agent. I change my mind every time I change my underwear; and just so there is no confusion, that is everyday. I’m telling you all that to say this. Before I joined the club of Joint Commision of the Hospital Accreditation Organization and became a medical professional, I was an AT. An AT is an IT that works on planes. So I used to chase wires and fix technical problems and everything was smooth sailing. Or I guess you could say smooth flying in my case. However, when I had my mid 20s crisis and decided to change jobs, I guess all the technical common sense went with it. EXCEPT, the first medicine. If you ever have a problem with anything, be it your microwave, toaster, remote control car or vibrator(and no I still haven’t bitten the bullet and purchased one; and I mean the metaphorical bullet. I didn’t break down and buy a clitoral stimulating bullet. I have yet to buy the Magic Bullet I’ve been pining for. All in due time I suppose), you turn it off and turn it back on. Usually that fixes it. So that’s what I did. With my phone as well as the computer. But alas to no avail. It didn’t fix the problem.
I frantically began to look for the router. Sometimes it just kicks off and if you reboot that, you don’t have to give the soul of your first born to the geek squad of Best Buy to fix it. Want to know the result of that experiment? FAIL! Finding it that is, not trying it.
The next step was her husband. If all else fails, ask a man. Sorry ladies. Did I just take us back to the caveman days? Many apologies if you felt that way. I didn’t mean women in general. That statement was specifically for me. Though, I’d have to say it’s quite appropriate being as though I had no access to anything invented in the last 2 centuries. It could be more or less, but I’m a writer. I never said I was a history buff.
Well I don’t know what he did, and I probably should have been there so if it happened again I could figure it out, but he fixed it. I just kept my distance to prevent anything from happening again.
During the time of my disconnection to technology, it gave me time to think. When I went into the Sprint store, she told me that the only option I had, was to pay a deductible and obtain a new device. She informed me that she could not even transfer any of the contacts from the original device to the new one. By some miraculous act of GOD, she was able to turn the phone on and I was able to view my contacts. I told her that I would just transfer them onto a piece of paper. I expected to get 11 x 7 sheet, but she gave me a tiny almost expired pack of yellow post – it notes.
At first, I experienced the emotion of irritation. I told her I had 100+ contacts in my phone. Why would she give me a pack of post – its? Then I took another look at the names and numbers in my contact list and I began to wonder.
Do I really care about all these 1oo+ contacts?
More importantly, did all these 100+ contacts care about me?
How would writing down all of these 100+ contacts benefit me?
Should I let “what went around, come back around” and let Karma visit these 100+ contacts in the next life of my phone?
In the next moment I made my decision. I reconnected to my sanity and wrote down choice names that took up only 3 post -it notes and handed my phone over to the sales/repair associate. She couldn’t fix my phone and it never turned on again. All I saw was the Samsung screen. The same samsung screen that was there when I came in the store. My contacts are to never be retrieved again, but I didn’t care. I was disconnected.
Samsung
was all that I could see on my phone before I came to terms with the irreparable damages. My key to audibly receive the world was damaged, but my spirit had been restored. I put in an insurance claim and in 1 to 2 business days I will be taking pictures, and talking and texting and my parole will be up. I will be reinstated into the institution of the WEB where I’ll writing on walls and getting poked by people I don’t know(yeah I read that the same place you did), but I will go back a better inmate of cyber prison.
I will have disconnected from virus producing parasites. I will have disconnected from the digital drama that was taking up space on my memory card that was causing my mind to run slow in turn causing me to run inefficiently. I’ve rid my mind of spyware and no one else can hack into my mind, body, or soul. I cleaned out all the cookies that left crumbs on my hard drive and now there is only room for the upgrades I need in my life. My beloved Sprint mobile device took the digital dump that I needed and showed me right there in black and white what I have put off for years. I took a “mega-byte” out of crimes of passion done unto me and I jumped off the bandwagon pulled by the Trojan horse carrying me away from my happiness and goals. I disconnected the Trojan bomb put in place to destroy me, but never again will I disconnect from me, Karma Murphy.